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On New Year’s Eve, Jupiter’s day, under the full moon eclipse, a little beautiful indigo starseed made her sweet arrival earth side.  Last night I found myself getting emotional.  I haven’t celebrated my birthday eve with some of my ‘firsts’ girls in a long time. When I looked around the table, I saw faces I had so many firsts with. Some faces from high school when I first ran away. Others to college, when I became the first to graduate college from my entire family. To my first job at the New York mercantile exchange.. Wall Street was my mother’s first dream for me. To my first apartment To my first heart ache from a breakup To starting my first company To coaching my first client To designing and facilitating my first training + retreat  To facilitating my first coaching program To my first time channeling outside retreats To my first time leading ceremonies To buying my first home To being guinea pigs for my first products To becoming first auntie to their children These ladies (and others not pictured) saw me cry, laugh, dance, fail, fall down, grieve, turn myself inside out and succeed so many firsts. I’m very much the same silly soul who dreams so big and goes after the impossible. Who loves people dearly. Who loves seeing people dream big, laugh, succeed, create their epics lives and live inside all the magical moments life has to offer.   In other ways I am definitely not the same. I have grown.  I have cultivated Home within me. I have a global community who love me and know my heart. This year I’m blowing out candles in the city that saw me grow up through so many firsts, feeling deeply grateful for life.  This year came with hard lessons, healing deep patterns, shedding old stories, closing cycles, and leaning into my firsts. Choosing to honor myself in ways that had become so foreign to me.  I am so happy+grateful for this year. Crazy to say I wouldn’t change a thing. To many more firsts. For the first time, I am so excited for the unknown. Deeply grateful for you all. Deeply devoted to my purpose. I am Home Bowing in deep reverence for Great Spirit that lives within us all. All my luv, #michellejeovanny